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27 November 2008

hey, it's a holiday ...

First, important news flash: I was NOT depressed yesterday! Yay!

But it's Thanksgiving, which is a "family" holiday, and it's the first Thanksgiving EVER where I'm not spending it with some version of family (the best was probably when I was with Nick, and I spent it with HIS family, because I actually liked his family).
That's the thing. I'd be depressed if I was spending the day with my family (or worse, if I was spending the weekend with my family) because they'd manage to make known to me all the ways in which I am a disappointment--or they would ignore me, either way.

But the only plan I have for Thanksgiving is something later tonight where I'm likely to know one person, and meanwhile all of my friends are off frolicking with their families, and I'm effing depressed.

I fucking hate holidays. Or at least Thanksgiving-Christmas-New Year's ... it's the time of year I am most forcibly reminded that, for the most part, no one really sees me ...

5 comments:

  1. I mean exactly what I said, my dear. We can talk about it more somewhere other than my blog's comment section, if you like--it's a little too personal for me for that.

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  2. I miss you, grrrl. I am just catching up on your blogging tonight (as I too avoid pieces of my own family). I'm glad you have plans for later tonight that may hopefully be more enjoyable for you.

    *Hugs*

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  3. Thanks, sweetie ... happy turkey day. Hope you have fun.
    *hugs*

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